Anyhow, this week has been hectic with regular University ( mostly night classes) and bar tending school ( of course during the day cause that's my free time) plus some other projects and family and friends... and oh yeah I still have to study for all that. It is during these difficult and often exhausting times that I often let my mind wonder ( so I procrastinate a little, get over it) what I would be doing in a year, two and so on. And oh boy do I want to do everything, somebody dear to me once commented that if they allowed people to jump out of a plane into a volcano over flowing with lava, with a canoe and canoe out of that thing, I would probably do it. Which of course, they are absolutely right!
Doesn't that sound like fun?
The truth of the matter is, Life is just too short to sit around and day dream about things. Its all about being actively involved. Don't get me wrong its nice to day dream... but its even nicer to actualize those dreams. Everyday, I try to do at least one thing that brings me closer to my dreams... it exhausts the hell out of me... ( heck I even passed out today... thank god that mum was home... my heart just went berserk) but I honestly don't know what else I would be doing if I wasn't pursuing things that I want. Sure sometimes I wish people were on the say page as me... but its not a necessity. LIFE IS JUST TOO FUCKING SHORT and I'M GRABBING THE BULL BY THE HORNS! DON'T MESS WITH ME LIFE. I WANT WHAT I WANT AND I WANT IT NOW!!!
On another note, I am very proud of myself, I have dug out the old sewing machine yesterday, and made two marvelous laundry bags... pictures will follow because I have the need to brag about my sewing skills... muhahaha. I love working with my hands ( get your minds out of the gutter people) there's just something so satisfying about it!
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