My Dears and My Years

2011 is full of resolutions and objectives and dreams and desires. The end result of which is to just be a better and more happy person. It is to have no fear when pursuing happiness, and to view mistakes as a learning experience rather than this awful end of the world thing. My christian up bringing makes me seek perfection in myself, and others and shun those things that are by nature seemingly imperfect. But this preoccupation with the "Right" thing makes me lose perspective and often hinders my growth as a person, hinders my progression. I shouldn't be worried about doing the "Right" thing, but with doing whats right for me. Who, says that to desire companionship is sinful and prideful, or to want money to live comfortably and worry free, greedy? How many times have I agonized about wanting something and had to apologize for my wants? Countless. Well no more in 2011. I resolve to continue wanting what I want, but also letting go of the guilt of these wants and just follow them. Put them into action. I have waited long enough to be an adult, but once I got here nothing seemed to change, especially my childhood upbringing that kept me down on the ground. I say No More. Bible I like you, but i will not condemn others cause they condemn me, and I will not judge others as well as I will not judge myself. I resolve to live ethically, by my own virtues and values, but I will not apologize for what I am and what I want out of this life. Instead I will accept it and Live Freely.