Away

Okay so I am not on vacation, but I am so busy that I am on the brink of being thoroughly overwhelmed. 3 summer courses and a job is killing me slowly, but this is what I wanted to do. This is what I signed up for. So why am I feeling so out of it all the time? Lack of sleep or maybe lack of self-discipline. I feel the waters slowely rising and seeping through the walls. Screaming doesn't help. I've tried.